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Thursday, February 25, 2010

*COUGH COUCH COUGH*

Here I sit on this old blue plaid couch. It doesn't match this room and I can't hardly imagine it matching much of anything. The little pink and sea green stripes that cannot be seen from three feet away also add to the old fashion along with the ruffled edges and skirt against that mid-dark brown wood. The couch is also too close to the ground. As if in its earlier days here at our house, it could have held up four teenage boys and a young lady. We ripped the legs right off when we all went to 'sit' on it. Apparently, nowhere in town sells the legs to replace the last, not that it matters much. It still sits in the living room with the exact matchy matchy love seat across the room. Not to mention the dark navy blue velvety mis-matched love seat with strange springs to sit on and the reclyner that surprisingly has about the same colors as the couch and loveseat pair except the blue is slightly off. It most certainly is not pleasing to the natural eye. Also, the fact that it is just stripped from top to bottom and there is no plaid strange pattern like the couchs, it is seemingly in it's own little world. Everything is oddly placed so that everything can fit into the room and we can still walk through. Each is placed so that at some angle or another the person sitting there can see the huge Sony TV.
     I have to admit, my dad and brother have given their love for Sony to me. If it is Sony, I happen to already have expectations and believe it is going to be good quality. I have watched a little too much of that TV and it's DVR *magic* these last few days. There is only so much a sick girl can do when she doesn't feel well enough to do much. I should probably mention at this moment also that there is a Christmas song playing from my computer...and I am liking it. "All My Bells Are Ringing" By Lenka. It does not sound exactly like a traditional Christmas song so I guess that is good.

    To be sick for more than two days is probably a horrible thing for someone with slight hypochondria. I do not think that is COMPLETELY my fault. When I was 8 or so, no one believed me when I broke my leg. My dad held me upside down and all. He is a Paramedic and he is my DAD....I guess they believed my pain enough to take me to the doctor or maybe they were trying to humor their child who would not get up and walk because she was complaining. . . who knows. Anyhow, they took me to the doc and sure enough, the x-ray is my proof. Somethings just are not that simple. I think when I got my chest x-ray because of my random spurts of breathing issues, they just told me I had Reactive Airway Disease (RAD) because they could not see any problem but they did not want to tell me I was wrong because who knows if I am having breathing problems or not unless they are me or they are there at the right time to test it? Oh silly me. Maybe I should also mention the time when my foot hurt soooo much and yet, NO ONE could find anything wrong with it. I wore a boot and had crutches for awhile but it never got better....that should show that I WAS in pain though. Why else would I go through that? Bleck, definitely not for attention. That is the worst kind of attention. *HUGEBOOTTHING ON YOUR LEG!!* Well, I decided to just let it go. Stop bothering everyone else with my foot problem and quit spending money on something that no one else can believe is there. I waited it out and it is amazing, my foot feels just fine now. My dad told me that he had bad knees a while ago and he just let it pass and now he is fine. I hope that means he does not think I am crazy. = )

Let's hope I get better real soon.
  

Thursday, February 18, 2010

I May Seem a Little Confused but Really, I'm Doing Good. = )

I am sore from SkiinG yesterday. Even when I laugh, My stomach hurts. It must have been all of those wipe outs. = ) It was a lot of fun though. Kelcie Reed is my Angel! I was soooo scared to go to the top of the mountain but when I did, she stayed by my side and helped me out. Then when I went up again, she helped me again and we had a lot more fun going on Midway. ( = Such a patient and just an amazing girl. Seriously.


I am also sunburned. I tried to put some powder on to make it less noticeable but that just wasn't good enough. I went for a foundation but OH MY GOODNESS...it smells funny and it makes me nervous that
A. It will come off and I wont know.
B. It will smear strangely.
C. I will have that gross cake face.
D. It will come off and smear on everything else like my clothes.
E. It totally wont match the rest of my skin....
AND SO, it didn't really match...it looks more like I have a rediculous tan now. Tehehe.



Did I mention I am sore?

I feel a little lonely today...Not really sure why. I just hope that I really did the right thing. I feel like I am questioning God's plan but sometimes he does very strange things that take time to develop into something else. I am excited to find the right guy but I know I am definitely not ready.

Today feels like monday. That is not the best feeling and it confuses my brain to pieces.
.... but I'm good. =)

♪"I regarded the world as such a sad sight until I viewed it in black and white."♪ -Dear Vienna by Owl City- Isn't this adorable? It is such a photographer thing. The things he goes on to say compeletely remind me of taking photos. UGH. I have such a passion for wanting to be a photographer. I hope I can do well.  . . . .

Sunday, February 7, 2010

A Little Behind, A Little Rewind

My resolution to volunteer in China is confirmed even more this week. I am very excited. I know God will provide a way. Otherwise, He would not keep encouraging me to go. I wonder what kinds of things await there...the reasons I am going...it will be amazing.


 I also am excited to live with my sister. I love her so much! I still cannot believe she is having twins...twin boys. It will be crazy being a nanny but I love the idea of helping my family and being able to be a part of my nephews' and neice's lives. Madason is the cutest baby ever. If I have babies as cute as her, I will be completely thrilled. = ) Not saying that if I have ugly babies that I will love them less. ( = tehehehe. I cannot believe Maddi can count to ten in Spanish because she watches Dora the Explorer. She loves Dora. haha, crazy little girl.

          The musical seems like it is coming together. I thought it wouldn't for some reason but the main people are doing really well.  It should be really good this year. I have to admit, I like when we don't have practices...but I like that I have something planned instead of sitting at home wondering what I should do and wasting time on facebook... *cough* which I do anyway.
I just need to get a little more organized with my time and thoughts. I think if I write in my journal more, I will have less of a 'need' to do so much with facebook and myspace. Also, if I work on my conversational skills and talk to my friends/family more, it will help. There are a lot of things I could be doing and maybe if I start making a list again then I can see that wasting my time is...well, wasting away.

I REALLY need to get my laptop fixed. It is really annoying to have to type in notebook and then transfer it from either email or flash drive to the kids computer. Also, if I move out, it will be even more useful to actually have a computer that doesn't freeze up on me and has Microsoft Office. I wish Dammon would have taken care of that before he left...bleh. I know I shouldn't complain, I have a laptop but seriously, I'm a little teenage girl that doesn't know anything about warranties and sending a computer back to get fixed...just sayin. Anyway....Someday I will do that. I should put that on my list. = )

It's been a while since I have written about the chain but I don't really want to go back and try to remember all the days. = P Today was write a poem day and that I did. It is typed up on facebook. (aww...this was also the day Chewy went to sacrament with me <3 I love that girl and miss her. : ( oh well....) Friday was curl your hair day...and also my date with Sam Musgrove.  We watched 'The Lovely Bones'. Amazing cinematography, well done, and creepy. =D haha. Not to mention my little freaked out moment when the producers name came up and Carolynne Cunningham (who I guess was a first assistant director for Lord of the Rings, King Kong [also producer], and some other ones). I was like -!!! @_@-
Yup. We had a good time though. It was an interesting movie and we talked before it started because we got there late for Sherlock Holmes but early for The Lovely Bones.

  
It has been a nice little time for blogging. Now that moment is over, dears. Enjoy Life ♥.